There is no beginning. There is just now. How I got here , I can't say for sure but I do know it was a slow, inevitable explosion. Yes , A Rinsing of a Futures Trader... ...and I don't know what this is. Ramblings of a madman or an attempt to put the pieces of the puzzle out in front of me , one at a time...so maybe one day I'll be able to see how it all happened. What it is to me though, for today at least, is my story...
Friday, May 17, 2013
Where Is your God now?
Future Posting. Lets not worry about what We are Walking Into. Don't Turn Back.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
What I've Lost can't be Found .
The damage bill will soon be created and payed accordingly.
A Future In Control? Hardly . It's time to let Fate give us direction , and stay alert for the news.
A Future Posting.
Sanity - It's all in your head.
I didn't have to listen the morning I found myself in the running for Pres.,,,because
I felt something change Fundamentally, Spiritually and Honestly in my World....My back to Them all , I walked on.
The Waiting Game
. P What a powerful , no-nonsense thing the calendar is . No matter what is happening in your life , or what is going on in the world , it just continues on...day after day . It just marches forward in relentless , perfect time and doesn't wait for anyone or any thing .
It is often spoken about , in what terms just depends on the person and what their needs are at the time . It can be your friend or your enemy, or both , all in a matter of weeks , months or years .
Regardless how you think or talk about it , it feels nothing . It never looks back , only forward , and its the one thing that you can rely on that doesn't have favourites , it doesn't treat anyone differently , it just marches on without words, without taking sides and as far as I know , has never yet complained.
It effects each and every one of us . Yet so many of us show it no respect . When we do , it's often too late .
At the moment , it is neither my enemy or my friend . I want to ignore it because my timing and my plans don't agree with it, or at least they can't keep up with it. My time seems to have been temporarily suspended but the calendar waits or cares little about my time .
It's relentless in its power and strength. I call it back and ask it to hold on a bit for me... But it either doesn't hear me or doesn't care , probably both . Somehow , I need to start to work with it and not against it ...because obviously something so ruthless and powerful would be a lot better friend than it would enemy.
...and even as I stop now to think about it , I just can't seem to get past the feeling that it's getting away from me
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